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直到送完Kiya回来的路上,盯着80码的仪表盘,还真正意识到,Kiya的这一年的里昂学习之旅,给我自己也是带来了真空感的。

倒计时7、8天开始,我的注意力就放到了兮兮身上。我怕她不能理解,也不能接受。但事实证明,兮兮还小,尽管跟她强调了好几次,她仍然也无法意识到这一年妈妈不在身边意味着什么。她只是懵懂的问着:妈妈要去多久?有100天那么多吗?

昨天收拾行李,今天就要出发。没想到的是,Kiya居然主动提出要去一趟龙华寺。就像IT短期内总是被高估,长期总是被低估一样,这个时候的Kiya或许充满了对未来的兴奋和丝丝忐忑。Kiya说她其实从未有离开家独自生活过,Kiya还说,还未离开就开始想我们了。

这整个过程,从大半年前的准备一直到今天的真正开始面对,都需要很大的勇气。

我知道Kiya有这个勇气。

I know I always wanna get away, cuz there is a bigger and more exciting world out there. But the more far away I am, the more I realize that I’m not complete without you. You are the reason I can be brave, you are the condolence inside me, you are the inspiration, who always beside with me while never conflit my willing. Thank you Rafe. I intentes to say more but I guess I’ll do when I land in Doha.

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